I’m not actually going to tell you the story, she is…
Late 2017 was when I discovered Emma. Up until that point, I was trying to resurrect my jewellery business that had all but vanished after three years of hell, battling chronic pancreatitis and my head was a mess. Nothing was working, I was so close to giving it all up and being the failure, I had been told I was all my life.
It was at that point, one October evening, when I was in the grips of hating myself and wishing I wasn’t such a big fat failure that Emma popped up on my newsfeed.
There was something about her, that made be stop and listen. I can’t remember what it was, she was talking about, all I know is, it made me want to learn more, and that is what I did.
Over the last few years, I have worked with Emma, through the Hub (Now Supernova Capsule), and on her courses.
Each course and each monthly topic brought more and more of me out. Emma was doing what countless counsellors couldn’t. She was getting to the core of who I really was, what I was hiding from, what I was scared of and what I really should be doing with my business.
In January of this year, I was 95 kgs. I was constantly in pain and had no energy or oomph. I knew something had to give, I was allowing my disability to define who I was – I can’t do anything because… or If I do that, I’ll just make myself worse. If anybody asked how I was, it’d be a ‘I’m fine’. Everything was fine, just ignore that big elephant.
Then just like before, Emma caused a spark, a realisation that my life didn’t have to be this way, only I could change it.
It started with Pivot Intensive where Emma coaxed out of me the path my business should be taking, and where I was hiding. By the end of it, I thought, “Yay!! I’ve done it”.
But Emma knew different, don’t ask me how. All I know is, she has an incredible gift for seeing where you are hiding and holding yourself back. She doesn’t pussy foot around or sugar coat with BS about this is what you need to do, and all will be roses. It’s like she is having a conversation with your soul and before you know it, you are coming up with the ‘ahas’ and the ideas. It’s how ended up in Kickstarter.
Was it easy getting to this point? Hell No!!! There were times, I cursed, bawled my eyes out and wanted to hide but Emma always made it feel safe and ok to come out. She coaxed, butt kicked and believed that I could do this.
I’m still a work in progress, and I know there is still a few things that I need to get to grips with as I continue on my path. Emma will continue to be a part of that as she has helped me more than anybody else, not even my hubby or my closest friends. I trust Emma and will be forever thankful for finding in me that person, I came here to be. That person who got crushed under abuse, addiction and a bloody great big wall.
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If it’s your first time here I wanna start off with a VERY warm welcome! I’m Emma Holmes and I’m head Rockstar at Rebels & Rockstars. My mission is to help and support you to create epic transformations that are sustainable, adventurous, never overwhelming and stacks of fun!
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